I really need a topic to rant about, other than being unhappy for so long because of the same person. I have decided, I am so sick of it, well I figured that out a while ago, but I just started thinking, I just want to be so over it all; right now. But it is like these iron hands are around my throat, and sometimes the grip is bearable and I can breathe, then it can be so tight it feels like the grip with tear through my vertebrae(spine).
I hate being sad, but you must know, I am not sad all the time, I am not completely miserable. I am usually a happy spirit, always wishing to make people smile, always a kind heart towards anyone, I just have my moments and unfortuantly I come here to say them to anyone who will read and even just think to themselves "I understand this" which for me is enough rather than 'hypes and comments'
That i somewhat connected to someone through mutal suffering, ha (dry humour)
But for now, all I have to talk about is my misery caused by situations involving people in general. Unless someone wishes to suggest topics and ask my opinions on them, for now, I don't really have the motivation to write anymore than this.